SO I feel like no one likes me
that people just talk to me to talk to me and be nice
I don’t have those set group of friends that everyone does
Im not that popular friendly girl everyone likes
I’m awkward and and REALLY shy
but because of the way I look, people think I’m a bitch or that I’m conceited.
When that’s not the case!
I’m the complete opposite. I don’t think I’m pretty at all! I’m too nice to people sometimes and I just can’t deal withmyself
heck even I wouldn’t want to be friends with myself.
Why can’t I be the more outgoing person that everyone thinks I am
I talk too much and sometimes I don’t even let the other person even get their opinions
and Why do I get attached to people so easily. I shouldn’t be that way. People would find that strange and overfriendly and some people just might not like it at all.
I just want friends that will always be there
I had a best friend but I don’t even want to message her bc I feel like I’d be bothering her. Just because I probably am a nuisances to everyone including my family/
I just want to be there for everyone! But I guess with the way I am I shouldn’t try because everyone else has these close friendships with other people and I can’t just come in and join them.
That’s not how it works for me I guess.
In a way I’m just trying to find a place where I belong.